Hello, you REALLY dead blog.
How long has it been?
2 years.
So, I wrote this lame shit when I was...14.
God, that was a long time ago.
How time FLIES.
*cryptic smile*
I don't know what cryptic means, it just sounds fancy. So I put that there.
I guess some things don't change :)
I would like to present a question.
"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN PUI YEE?"
I haven't talked to you in forever.
I was surfing blogs and then I clicked on cherie's blog and then I clicked on Casie's profile and then I saw this and I clicked on it.
And if somehow, you read this by this week or any week, post something up.
I MISS YOU, PY.
AND, I'm sorry for spluttering out my crap and a veryneededpsychologistproblem to you that day.
I know you don't care and you must have been thinking "What the fuck is she talking to me for? Doesn't she have friends?"
NO, I don't, really.
Can't talk to them about that.
I like telletubies, A LOT.
Aren't they the cutest thing ever?
THEY ARE.
GOD, they ARE.
I want a telletubies soft toy. :(
I don't think they sell that anymore.
I don't like form 4, do you?
I hate it. HATE IT. HATEIT.
I wonder why I'm in science class.
I'm gonna be in the show biz so why the fuck am I studying bio?
I feel like I'm growing up too fast.
I mean, not that I'm like super maturing now, but I have less time to act like a kid.
I'm not ready to turn 16.
I have all these childish dreams of getting a boyfriend, going to prom, being a cheerleader, being hot and having a talent agent scout me out already. (the cliche stuff.)
I was supposed to be a singer when I turn 16. I was supposed to have the balls to post up a lame video of me singing on youtube. I was supposed to be confident and pretty when I'm 16. I was supposed to look like a Victoria's Secret model by 16 (Okay, this dream is a little far fetched. heh)
I'm nowhere near that.
I have a month more till September. It's kinda heartbreaking to feel like you didn't succeed to achieve your goals.
It's frustrating, and I can't convince myself to be sincerely optimistic about my future.
let's revive this blog again?
because even if I don't see you AT ALL, maybe once a year, and I don't get to talk to you everyday or share with you about the stupid funny ridiculous and sad things in my life, I do wish I could. :)
and that counts for something and you are STILL one of my (old) best friends.
Au revoir,
Megan.
